Music, Happenings and Everything around me

uhmmm so....alot of people say they can't live without music...well...for how many months now i've been living without it[i think]... and the only music i have heard was the ringback from one of our resource person...and hey try calling my phone, i also have her ringback...eerrrr hate it....

anyway, i borrowed my sisters' nano again, and every song that i put in her ipod was still there... flashbacks came back again...heavy feelings....sad ones.... it actually reminded me how sad i was before... flirting with one woman to another...and getting my heart broken over and over... was such a sad boy...i guess that changed the moment i met the person im with right now...stef... i stopped listening to music, day by day those times i've spent with her i became happier....

i was checking my phone awhile ago, saw this "Tu Risa" i forgot what it was...googled it....its by pablo neruda....silly me because i forgot i saved it on my phone because it reminded me of stef....

Quítame el pan, si quieres, quítame el aire, pero no me quites tu risa

Take the bread from me, if you want take the air from me, but do not take from me your laughter

No me quites la rosa, la lanza que desgranas, el agua que de pronto estalla en tu alegría, la repentina ola de plata que te nace.

Do not take away the rose, the lanceflower that you pluck, the water that suddenly bursts forth in your joy, the sudden wave of silver born in you.

Mi lucha es dura y vuelvo con los ojos cansados a veces de haber visto la tierra que no cambia, pero al entrar tu risa sube al cielo buscándome y abre para mí todas las puertas de la vida.

My struggle is harsh and I come back with eyes tired at times from having seen the unchanging earth, but when your laughter enters it rises to the sky seeking me and it opens for me all the doors of life.

Amor mío, en la hora más oscura desgrana tu risa, y si de pronto ves que mi sangre mancha las piedras de la calle, ríe, porque tu risa será para mis manos como una espada fresca.

My love, in the darkest hour your laughter opens, and if suddenly you see my blood staining the stones of the street, laugh, because your laughter will be for my hands like a fresh sword.

Junto al mar en otoño, tu risa debe alzar su cascada de espuma, y en primavera, amor, quiero tu risa como la flor que yo esperaba, la flor azul, la rosa de mi patria sonora.

Next to the sea in the autumn, your laughter must raise its foamy cascade, and in the spring, love, I want your laughter like the flower I was waiting for, the blue flower, the rose of my echoing country.

Ríete de la noche, del día, de la luna, ríete de las calles torcidas de la isla, ríete de este torpe muchacho que te quiere, pero cuando yo abro los ojos y los cierro, cuando mis pasos van, cuando vuelven mis pasos, niégame el pan, el aire, la luz, la primavera, pero tu risa nunca porque me moriría.

Laugh at the night, at the day, at the moon, laugh at the twisted streets of the island, laugh at this clumsy boy who loves you, but when I open my eyes and close them, when my steps go, when my steps return, deny me bread, air, light, spring, but never your laughter for I would die.

She is my Happiness...Every time i'm down...every time i think everything would fall apart...she has always reminded me i can do something Today and if today isn't enough, there's always tomorrow...and that everything would be ok....

What you learn, would get you somewhere

Had an awful start for my day...was late for an interview, bus stopped in the middle of the highway,uber traffic while i was on my way to work...yeah i know...BOOOOO!

anyway am not here to talk about the start of my day, we all know it wasn't everything that happened to me today....

3 things that make me happy:

1. Family

2. Stef

3. Children who says thank you

i'll get back to you on number 3 later... anyhoo, let me tell you something about my parents, they have this thing about helping people even if they had none, i had no idea why they help other people even if they dont have anything...i guess now i understand, awhile ago as i went down Magallanes station i got hungry, was craving for a donut, and sooo i saw this mister donut stand, bought a donut and saw something which really touched me in a way...saw this mother with her 2 children carrying plastic bottles, she bought a donut, just a piece....the boy pointed at a donut the mother couldn't buy it coz she had no money left as they were about to leave, i saw the boy staring at the donuts, i asked him have you eaten? "Kumain na ba kayo?" he replied ...not yet... long story short, with a few buck in my wallet i asked him to pick a donut for him and for her sister...handed to him the donuts, he smiled said thank you then went to her mother and sister to share the donuts...as i went down the stairs of the station, they were still there and i saw the boy still smiling, it was as if he was grateful...

now where do the parents thing come up?here it is...my parents always told me, and i'd remember it ALWAYS " Bin Magshare ka naman, sayo naman yan eh" or there were times that they had problems financially because they gave help to somebody and they'd get by just fine, happy, content even...they taught me how to give or to share something that other people may not have..they taught me why it is important to help and be selfless even at times that you yourself has none...

sorry for being mushy and all, but maybe it wasn't just giving something, by giving you are also sharing or you're letting people who have less have a breather of some sort...by giving, they would have hope,they'd know everything would be alright...

From 6 to forever..

6th month...well we're not really counting but am really proud we've come this far...

like i said before wasn't that guy who stays in a relationship, but in this one, it's different

i'm contented and genuinely happy...

you see, i still long for her kisses, her hugs and her sweet words...yeah i know her, but every time she says something, i feel happy...don't ask me why, i just do...

am not wishing, but am truly hoping...to be able to hold your hand, to be beside you no matter what and to see your smile to know you are truly happy with me may it be today, tomorrow and beyond :)

Please?

a bit busy on work, that's why i haven't had the chance to blog after how many months..

now im back...

i made a promise that if i get a job i would do it the best way that i can...so far it has gone smoothly...i think....anyway...i guess i'm just stressed because i've been busy these past few weeks and i haven't really had a chance to go out on a date with my munchkin, my love --->; stef....

stef.....

would you go out with me?