The WHY?

i just finished the last episode of greek, a Tv series from ABC....one of the characters (Cappie) actually graduated in the last episode of the series, but before he graduated he had to answer one question for his finals on Philosophy, the question was "Why?"

I've been asking myself that question and it is really hard to answer, try answering that one question, you'll know what i mean...

Why?... in Life, why i'm here?i'm not sure of my purpose, but from my perspective ,i live because i want to know things, experience them[not people,ok?][insert pervert laugh here], i want to go places,i live because i am with people who needs me, i need to protect my family, my friends and everyone who's important to me and lastly, i have this need to be with people whom i care about ....

Why? In Choices/Decisions,why i made those stupid decisions?i believe that in order to learn we must experience things directly, with that we continue to hurt when we learn things...i've made a lot of mistakes, it hurts, but i learned...

Why?...In Love?

A Confession of Love to My Kind of Kryptonite

{Our Retard Photo}

We are both scared of the things or events that may come, never realizing that we have a NOW, a present, a tiny piece of time in this life of ours... We may ask ourselves our Purpose in life, You with touching somebody's life and me still trying to figure it out...The time that we spent together, Our "Sabaw" Moments, those Very emotional and depressing nights, this night were i bit your arms and you punched mine, this night where i hugged you and you hugged me back, this night where u laughed because of my gestures and my expressions, this night where we spent our time together doing nothing but tease each other and finally this is also the night of our first month, a start of something that both of us are hoping to last...

We are far from perfect, but we are crazy enough to be with each other, and i think that is enough for us to last together...

Thank you babe for this First, I Love You So Much... :)

Dreams

I woke up feeling crappy today... i just felt like something's wrong, i don't really know what it was...eating spaghetti for two straight days,and i'm now writing about my dreams...

Again i had a weird dream, one was about a reunion, one where i was bullied and the last one was trying to find something in the Pier area...just like any other dreams, it was very vague and i'm not sure what it meant.... pft...Fail....