When i was 17 i received a card from some of my friends in our church, i was the youngest in our group so they called me "Bunso", i remember what was written in that card, it was "Grow up a Man, Enjoy Life like a Boy"... this simple reminder from my friends got stuck with me and i thank them for that... i guess i have gone a long way, from being somebody who is left behind to a person who is loved by somebody[you know who you are]....Last night i wrote a very depressing entry, something that was me a long time ago...Stef, read that entry and sent me a message telling me that i am not a nobody, not for her...that meant a lot, knowing that i have somebody who believes in me...after that, i went on browsing through some photos in the web, and i saw this picture "You can spend minutes, hours, days, weeks or even months over-analyzing a situation; trying to put the pieces together, justifying what could've, would've happened... or you can just leave the pieces on the floor and move the Fuck On" i want to apply this to who i am right now...i think it would help, A lot.... i think this time, i should just stand up, face reality and just move on... i know i can do nothing about the situation that's why i should just be with the people who truly cares or give a damn....
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