February 11, 2011... this was the date where i met this very Interesting person in our school... How i met her? i was telling everybody that she likes them....i know it's weird, but hey, i got her attention and her name...after that i looked her up on facebook, and we got into talking about so many stuff, the more interested i was in to her...almost every night i would wait for her to go online just so i could talk to her...this went on for weeks[she knew that i liked her, i made her say i like you too and i started writing love notes again], then i asked her to go out with me, on a post grad celebration but it was just my excuse for a movie date[March 28,monday]... after the movie,we ended up talking about things about ourselves, and i asked her to be my gf, she told me it was to soon...i guess it was ok that she told me that it was to soon... at least she was totally honest... On April 1, 2011 i decided to pull a prank on her because she was not replying and she was not online, told her that i got somebody pregnant and she was like... what? i replied with uhmm? ... she asked YOU? What? Explain? told her that was it, i got somebody pregnant, she immediately replied You're. Only. Telling. Me. Now?... clearly she was upset already, i decided to stop, was afraid that she might not talk to me after, i replied with an April fools greeting... hahaha she hates me for this....We went out again[April 4, monday], i gave her a note, by this time she already knows almost everything that i did in my past, including the "BUS"[she forced me tell it]....i was glad that i had the chance to be with her even if it was just for a very short time...April 6, she told me that she appreciates me being honest to her...to fast forward this, night after night we still talk for God knows how many hours, on the night of April 9, i asked her where our relationship is going, i asked her to think about it, and i gave her space...i wasn't able to help myself, a few days after that [April 11, 2011] i sent her a message telling her that i missed her, and that i cant not talk to her... this was the first day she told me that she missed me, without me forcing her...this was also that night where she was a bit down, told her that i would always be with her no matter what... April 12, when she was on her way home, we were texting, i asked her if when i tell my friends about her could i call her my gf, she replied " But. im not..yet. haha it'll be weird?".. i was like Awww =( then she replied again "No its just. Alright fine. Haha" a few texts after asking her to be my girlfriend, She finally said " Ahhh crap. Amp. Ok.Yes. Ok Amp. it was leading there anyway.. so Yes. Amp. just dnt broadcast it too much. Hahaha Crap. Holy crap." [she said YES, yeah, those are her words... hahaha]
Anyway, i still can't believe that she trusts me after knowing everything that I have done... i love her for that...Today, my life is not just my story, but rather OUR story....i could probably say that WE are in a RELATIONSHIP... and to be with her is what i really want and Nothing else...
I Love U, My Awesome Pill, My Zombie girl, My Princess, My Baby =)
Stephanie Atega =)
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