To things that we could just hope for

i know i have this tendency to be playful at times and to test other people... I, as a Human Being have all these insecurities and trust issues that i know i have to face.... Right now, i am scared to lose somebody whom i know i would really want to be part of my future, somebody whom i love.... what i know is, i'm going to do everything so that i wont lose her...but then again, i would just continue hoping that everything that may go wrong don't ruin US....